PaprikaGrins

So I've caught my sis's awful cold and am probably not going to school tomorrow. I've got this thundering headache, my eyes, nose and throat hurts, i've got a sore throat, fuzzy mind, and i get hot flushes, and the worse bit, clammy hands. The worst part about a bad cold is that you're sick enough to stay home, but you're body is in such constant annoying pain that you can't fall asleep, but you're so tired and can barely move. The only thing you can do is either stare at the ceiling or go on the computer because tv gives you a headache. AND ITS THE WORST FUCKING TIME FOR ME BECAUSE I HAVE CALLBACKS FOR MY SCHOOL PLAY ON TUESDAY AND I DON'T

Do you have really popular friends that are friends with really popular people and you're worried about talking to them cuz you're worried that when you talk to them they're all like "oh god this chick again, why can't she leave me alone?" But they're just being outwardly nice because they're too cool to be mean? I'm constantly thinking about this when I talk to really popular friends (especially on the internet). Deep down in my mind I know that they actually do like me and want to talk to me, but then I see all their friends and their fans and I go cry in my loneliness corner, feeling like a very unimportant human being